worried again..

today, we had our student council discussion.. the problem now is we have to many members in our group.. and so we have to cut down the number of members.. i can tell u.. it's a very hard task..

finally, we have a list of members.. 'semi-confirmed'.. now, is the toughest thing to do.. how to inform those members that they arent in our party anymore??

and guess what.. the 'cruel' darren(haha..) asked me to inform one of my friends.. quite close with her though.. how?? as in how to tell her??

"sorry, u are not in our group anymore.. because...."????

i really cant do that.. and he asked me to talk one-to-one to her.. oh.. i really cant.. sorry..

these words just cant come out from my mouth.. really sorry.. ya i know.. i should change now.. it's time for me to learn to be tougher..

finally, my friend, justine helped me.. she talked to her.. really feel sorry but yet thankful to justine.. hehe.. or else i really dunno how to face this situation..

actually, im quite worried.. it's like we havent even start our campiagns and everything, the conflicts have began.. oh.. and tmr is our first official meeting.. hopefully everything goes well..

lastly, i did very badly in my calculus test today.. i just answered 5 out of 10 questions.. oh.. in other words, confirmed that 5% gone edi..