pouring out pouring out..

please let me say something.. or else i'll explode..

why do u want to bring this up?? dont u know that last year was a nightmare for me??
i dont understand what's wrong with joining SOME extra co-curiculum activities in college??(bare in mind, is SOME, not a lot)..
u always say that band is nothing.. of course.. u are not a band member.. u wouldnt know how band affects my life and what i have gained in band..
and now, im just trying to learn more.. trying to gain some experience by being a member of KOMRADS, being a member of the prom event, being a member of economania carnival.. is this too much?? or is that ILLEGAL to join college's activities until u have to scold me so badly??

u always say that i make the family sad.. im the cause of many quarrellings.. but, on the other hand, do u think i am happy??

alright that's all for now.. feel better after writing out.. it's ok if u dont understand what am i writing because i dont understand too.. thank you..